So I was checking my facebook events because none were showing up on my home screen, now facebook is known for its fuck-ups so i didn't wonder too much and i saw an event i didn't remember *this isn't uncommon* so i clicked on it as i would and saw that it was an event that i had responded "not attending" to a while ago, okay... but the weird and totally awkward thing is that i see a comment from my ex who HAD me blocked. .. .. .. why would they un-block me? that is the awkward thing. more awkward is that I leave someone blocked once they have been. I view blocked people as someone that I do not ever want to speak to again, but for the past few days i have been thinking about her alot, for no reason. and feeling a strange pull to the town she lives in, i know i do not want to see her. i very much dislike her. But for some reason i cant help feeling this pull. It makes me wonder if she has started fucking around with her spells again. That would not be fortuitous.
On a better note the only thing stopping me from getting a car now, is someone to co-sign on a loan for me. :)
That's normal. I still feel drawn to wondering about people I blocked out of my life sometimes, too. If there's some sort of reminder like that, that is.
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