weekend

Friday, was alright went to the dealership and jearked around with them some more, which i get to do again. And got a new prescription.

Saturday, had to close the store and walked out at 4 in the morning.

Sunday, Turned around and drove 2 hours to earth day after 2 different people bailed on me, then went to moberly where i felt like i was intruding, so i came back to home and after being up all day went and closed the store on monday, which sucked.

Tuesday, went to NTB or TNB or some combination of national battery/tire to see if i needed an alignment and eneded up getting charged ~$80 to get one WTF? guess im not going to get my medication ... ever. its fucking 70 dollars just for this one shit that they dont even have a generic for ?! FUCK THAT, i like sleep but i like to be able to have a car too. FUCK THAT FUCK THAT FUCK THAT.

anyway today is 4/20...  congrats ... or whatever. i get to work an 8 hour shift after being an insomiac for the 4th time in a row, i havent really slept since last .... wednesday. yeah to about a week i am getting to the point i cant see straight anymore. i went driving to try to be able to sleep, see if i wolud be tired when i came bac k and no i wasnt. just realized i cant see real great, freaked me out when the road was washed out in one spot.

so yeah gotta start making more money. like last month. that would be nice. its not going to happen, this isnt going to work.. again. i always fail. it never works. why dont i just stop trying, every time i do it ends badly?